What happens if I blog after 12 long years!

Wow it feels surreal to document my thoughts..its been 12 long years since I last wrote a blog post. Everything has changed: facebook, twitter, instagram, tiktok and many more..Does anyone even really blog nowdays? Writing your thoughts has become like writing a Thirukural: two lines! Probably Thiruvalluvar pioneered microblogging :))

I was going through my old posts and it was very nostalgic..Some of my early blogger friends are still friends: K R Karthik, Jeevan Kumar and Joseph Thomas..

Sometimes you wish life had a rewind button. I do miss the good old blogging days. I am not sure if I am going to ever blog again..but this post makes me feel good - like Karthik revisting his home after 14 years in Varusham 16! :)

After a hiatus!

Its been years since I last blogged -- I was a bachelor then :) -- now I am a father to a beautiful new born son :)..I would like to record his life in this new blog of mine: http://littlenandha.blogspot.com/

Life has changed so much -- lots of ups and downs..lots of life changing events..My dearest father's death, my marriage, my sister's marriage and the birth of my dearest son..So many changes -- but I still remain the same..

I am not sure whether I will blogging as before in this blog -- but I will be updating my son's blog regularly..

Ok my son wants me - me got to go..catch u soon :)

A touching story I read...

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl
next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I
stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were
mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew
it. After class she walked up to me and asked me
for the notes she had missed the day before, and I
handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her
to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love
her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

11th Grade

The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was
in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had
broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she
didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to
her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing
she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a kiss on
the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm
just too shy. And I don't know why.

12th Grade

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date
is sick,"she said. He's not going to go. Well, I
didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise
that if neither of us had dates we would go together
just as "best friends," so we did. Prom night
after everything was over I was standing at her front
door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be
mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I
know it. Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I
want her to know that I don't want to be just friends.
I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know
why...

Graduation Day

A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I
could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her
perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get
her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't
notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and
she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head
from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to
tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be
just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I
don't know why¡¦

A Few Years Later

Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting
married, now. I watched her say, "I do" and drive off
to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her
to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew
it. But before she drove away, she came to me and
said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissed me on
the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm
just too shy. And I don't know why...

Funeral

yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the
girl who used to be my best friend." At the service
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high
school years. This is what it read: I stare at him
wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like
that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to
know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him,
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he
would tell me he loved me¡¦

i wish I did too
i thought to myself, and I cried.

Sarvam Sri AR(R)panamasthu!

Holy Ghost! The Lord is back! Check this absolute rocker of a song! I am just emotional, speechless...thalai u r GOD - ur the best! Ur the greatest!

.."New York Nagaram"- by ARR

I really wish these guys picture this song properly unlike that S.J.Surya who screwed up A Ah!!!!!

Mozart is the ARR of Europe!

Madhukar - My lost friend..

Three days back I met my long lost best friend Madhukar after 15 years!! I had created a yahoogroup for my school few months back, and as he was searching for his school, he came across my group and mailed me. It was such a nice moment to meet my friend after such a long time - I immediately called him up and he told me a great news that he is currently a music director! He was working for R.P.Patnaik for many years and Madhu did the the entire orchestration for the tamil film Jayam! Madhu has recently composed for a gulti film called Kokila and for a kannada film called 7'0 clock..The songs are chart busters and he is currently very busy..I was so proud of him and me being obsessed with music, ended up chatting for many hours on music..He was telling me that Adnan Sami is the most costly singer (charges 1 lakh per song!)...

I then remembered about my friend Jo, and asked Madhu to listen to his songs..Madhu was damn impressed and he told me that Jo sings like a professional singer :)..I showed some more of his songs such as Gange, Mallikai Poo, Parayathe etc..and he was so impressed that he wanted to speak to Jo :)..I asked Jo to speak to Madhu and yesterday Jo spoke to him :), and Jo mailed me today saying that Madhu has said that he would definitely try to fit him in his next film and he also would speak to deepak dev (who is madhu's close friend) about Jo..I am very happy about this since its high time Jo becomes a professional singer..He has the talent and a voice to die for..I wish Jo all the best :)..

Velai Pookal Ulagam Engum Malarave..

Yappa, naan appadi enna eluthinenu ippadi sanda poduranga..ponnunganave sanda thaan poduvangala ??:D - thani kulai kitta mattum thaan sanda poduvanganu nenaichen..blog-la kooda sanda poduranga..:D lol

Paavam naanga ellam chinna pasanga(Aatma, Ambi, I)..intha periya ponnunga vanthu engala miratranga :( comment-ai parthale bayama iruku - ella commentum periya post mathri iruku - ennaku padikave oru vaaram aagum pola :D - intha elai pinju kai kulanthaikaluku (Ithuvum Me, Ambi and Aatma only :D) payama iruku - venam aluthuduvom - kwaa kwaa :D

Athukula intha Ambi vera santhula sinthu paduraar!! Elle Ambi, naradar velai pakuratha niruthumya :D lol..Innum konjam vita Shuba soda bottle-a thooki en mela erinjalum eriyum :D lol. Usha acca romba gamukam-a irupanganu nenaichen - paartha shishyai-ku etha guru thaan pola iruku :D..Mega serial-a oru character nulayira mathri, puthusa Pavitra acca vera nulainchu pataiya kilapuranga :))..Karthik enna-na adikadi pugunthu etho punch dialogue ellam vitutu poraru!! lol

Ithuku ellathukum mela, Parvati acca intha sangadi saatula avanga purushan kitta oru diamond necklace kettu en blog-la comment potutanga! "Soliyan kudumbi summa adumanu" oru pala moli thaan nyabagam varuthu :D lol


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What a Song! What a Voice!

For the past 2 days this is what I am hearing.."Mallikai Poo"- by Jo

I just have no words to praise my friend Jo and the music composer M.Jayachandran..

Jo's voice is like God! I would give anything in my life to have such a voice! Out of words..Jo has joined the list of KJY, SPB, Karthik and Madhu Balakrishna as one of my all time favourite singers..Awesome!

Girls and Happiness..

Guys usually think its too hard to please a girl..but from what I have learnt from my 28 years of existence and experience, this dogma is not true and its actually very easy to please a girl..

Intha ponnungaluku chinna chinna vishayathula thaan aasaiyai! My sister called me three days back and said "Anna, unnaku naan treat thara poren since I am soooooooooooo happy!" - and I asked her y? - and she replied that "Surya has said in an interview that he is going to marry Jyothika in December!" Naatuku romba mukiyamana seythi!!!

My wife called me up and told me she is so happy and emotional..I asked her y? and she replied that my sister sent her an e-card! A simple e-card has made her so happy..

So small things such as a flower, a card, or some kadalai mittai would make a girl happy..If she is angry with u, give her "halwa" - I meant buy her halwa :D..And then like the colgate advert, she would show all her 32 teeth back at u! Or tell her some crap like "Vathanamo Chandra Bimbamo" or tell her "nee siricha silarai kotura mathriye iruku" (english-la solanumna - u sound like a raa pitchai!) and she would go WoW!

But guys r not like that..Avangaluku ellame perusa iruntha thaan pidikum..Saapatilayum, ennaku eppothume poori pidikathu - Channa Bathura thaan pidikum :D lol..I guess we guys are very hard to please compared to the girls!..Do u agree with me?

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